kisses

in less than 3 months i will be 24.
as of today, i have not been kissed.
on the lips.
a real kiss.
ever.

i can't believe it.
sometimes it just hits me. and i wonder how i got here.

i don't regret it really.

maybe i can regret not opening myself up more - to more possibilities for love, for example.
but looking back, none of those guys would have been right for me.

and now, the kiss, has become such a big thing in my mind that now i can't just go kiss anyone. not, really that i'm like that...i'm just saying that it would have to be someone really, really, really special.




i feel alone.