confession

I am a slut.
I am a hypocrite.
I don’t do what I say I will.
I do what I say I won’t.
I gossip, I judge upon sight, and I waste.
I sell myself short.

My heart is full of stones.

everything

Tonight I watched Pride and Prejudice with some girlfriends. We were talking about how dances back then were so exciting because it was the only time you got to touch anyone of the opposite sex. That must have been so hard!

I've always loved that moment when Darcy helps Lizzy into the carriage and flexes his hand. It's HOT. And then at the end, when they talk in the field as the sun is rising and they don't kiss, all they do is touch noses...

It may seem odd, but I think that might have been enough for them. It may have even been too much.


Sometimes when my ex would kiss me, it wouldn't be a particularly passionate kiss, but it would be SO good. I would feel like I was going to explode. It was amazing. I have never felt anything like that before. I wasn't expecting it, and it took me by surprise - took my breath away.

For Darcy and Elizabeth, finally being able to be together, to say that they loved each other, to be able to touch each other...I'm sure it took their breath away. It may have been so overwhelming that to kiss would have made them explode.
So touching noses, touching hands and foreheads...finally being that close to the one you love..must feel like everything.